He Wanted Me Back, but I Belonged to Someone Else

Lucas came storming back into the room, jaw locked tight, eyes burning like he’d set fire to the world if it meant getting to me. He seized my wrist with a grip that almost hurt. “We’re leaving,” he barked. “Lucas—” his father’s voice thundered across the hall. “You walk out that door, and that’s it. No inheritance. No calls. No name. You’re finished with this family!” For a moment, Lucas paused at the threshold. Then, without a word, he turned, grabbed the cheap little cake from the table, and hurled it to the ground. “Then I’ll cut myself off!” he shot back, voice rough. Outside, the streets were silent, snow crunching beneath our boots like broken glass. The subway had stopped hours ago, and the taxis were nowhere to be found. We walked side by side across the overpass toward a run-down hotel, the city wind clawing at us, as if it wanted to pull us apart. Around us, windows glowed with the warm light of other people’s homes—tiny suns in the cold. None of them were mine. I kept my eyes on the icy pavement and whispered, “Let’s end this, Lucas.” He said nothing. “Lucas, I’m serious—” Before I could finish, he unzipped his coat and wrapped it around both of us, holding me so tightly it felt like he was anchoring me in place. His breath was hot against my ear as he murmured, fierce and low, “Valentina Smith, I swear on everything I am—I’ll give you a home. Even if it costs me everything.” All I could manage was a hollow smile. When I returned to our apartment later, he was sprawled on the couch, already asleep, soft snores blending with the muted hum of the TV. The blue glow from the screen painted his face in calm, and for a moment, I almost forgot. I tucked a blanket over him, careful not to wake him. He looked so at peace. Too peaceful for a man who had shattered me hours ago. His phone buzzed on the coffee table. Two unread messages lit up the screen—both from Anabella. “She made sure I got home safe, don’t worry Mr. Corsini! ” “Goodnight, see you tomorrow! ” My hands trembled. I told myself not to look further. That I was imagining things. But curiosity was stronger than sense. I opened their chat. “You left a bruise on my thigh. Still sore.” “You liked it.” “Of course I did. I was dripping before you even touched me.” Then came the photo. Blurry, low lighting—but unmistakable. Her, on his desk, hair a mess, bra half off. The edge of his nameplate visible in the corner. Our office. The one we’d built from nothing. My ears filled with static. “Remember how I moaned when you said my name?” “Like a song,” he’d replied. Another message followed, dated the same day I’d been curled up in bed, sweating through a fever. “She’s asleep. Told her not to come in.” “Good. I want you to take your time with me tonight, Lucas.” My vision blurred. Tears fell before I even realized I was crying—landing on the screen, smudging her face, his words. I tried to breathe, but every inhale felt like swallowing stones. I looked at him, lying there on the couch—mouth slightly open, oblivious, peaceful. I wanted to say his name. To shout. To ask why. But the words refused to leave my throat. So I stood up quietly, moving like a ghost through our own home. I went to the study, opened the drawer, and pulled out the pregnancy test and the crumpled medical report—the diagnosis circled in red. My future, reduced to ink and plastic. I shoved them under the ledger, hiding them away. I couldn’t bear to see them. Not tonight. Maybe never again. Behind me, Lucas shifted in his sleep, mumbling something I couldn’t make out. I turned to look at him one last time, my heart cracking like glass beneath a heel. And in that moment, I understood— The man I once knew was gone. And I would never be the same woman again. --- By morning, around seven, I heard him stirring. Lucas came into the room rubbing his temples, looking like the hangover itself had taken human form. He was dressed sharply—gray slacks, blue dress shirt rolled to his elbows, tattoos creeping down his arms. That face… even after all of it, he still looked devastatingly handsome. When his eyes met mine—red and swollen from crying—he slowed his pace, his expression softening. “What’s wrong?” he asked quietly. I shook my head. “Nothing. Just thinking of taking a break from work.” “You don’t need to push yourself, Sav. I got us covered.” He reached out to ruffle my hair—something he used to do when life was simpler. I stepped back before his hand touched me. His arm hung awkwardly midair before falling to his side. “You sure you’re okay?” he tried again. I didn’t reply. The truth was, I hadn’t been okay for a long time. --- Back in college, I’d worked night shifts at a 24-hour diner, serving drunks and creeps who paid in crumpled bills. Every cent went to rent and food. When Lucas turned his back on his father’s fortune and left the Corsini empire, we had nothing. Just each other—and a shoebox apartment above a laundromat where cockroaches roamed freely, and the stove worked only when it wanted to. He had a dream, and I made it mine. I’d wake at five, catch the first train, juggle classes and work, then drag myself home after midnight. I kept us alive while he built connections—handling cash drops, doing quiet favors for dangerous men, taking meetings in basements where handshakes meant blood. And now, after all that struggle, we were finally wealthy. But I was bone-deep tired. The kind of exhaustion no amount of sleep could touch. I didn’t even realize I was crying until Lucas’s thumb brushed my cheek. “Hey,” he murmured. “What’s wrong, baby? Why are you crying?” I shook my head. My voice came out rough. “I don’t know. I’m just… tired, Lucas. Tired of running. Tired of pretending it’s all okay.” He pulled me close, arms wrapping around me like he could protect me from the truth. For a heartbeat, it felt like the world had rewound—back to when it was just us against everything. “Lucas…” I whispered against his chest. “Stay with me today. Please.”

If he’d just stayed—if he’d picked me, even for one fleeting moment—I swore I’d forgive everything. I’d erase the messages from my memory, delete the photos burned into my mind, and pretend the lies never happened. I’d bury every shard of betrayal so deep no light could ever reach it again. I wouldn’t say her name. Wouldn’t mention that torn wrapper, or the office desk, or the nights he left me sick and waiting. I’d forgive him. Because loving him had always been my biggest mistake—and my only truth. But then his phone buzzed against his thigh. He glanced at the screen, face unreadable, emotionless. Without saying a word, he took a small step back. Then another. Just enough to turn that small distance into a canyon. He answered. And then I heard her—her voice thin and trembling through the speaker. Anabella. “Lucas… I’ve been throwing up all night,” she whispered. “I think I might be pregnant. Can you… can you come with me to the clinic? I’m scared.” A low ringing filled my ears, like my body was trying to drown out the sound. My vision swam. He turned slightly, maybe to see if I’d caught on, then walked farther down the hall, lowering his tone. But it didn’t matter. The damage was already done. I had heard every word. The truth didn’t stab—it burned. A slow, ice-cold fire crawling under my skin. When he returned a minute later, he moved with practiced ease—calm, collected, casual. He slipped on his jacket like nothing had happened. “Got a quick meet with Santino’s crew,” he said, smoothing his sleeve like there was dust there. “Could get ugly if I skip. Don’t wait up too long, alright? Watch your shows, rest a bit. I’ll be back before dinner.” Liar. The word echoed inside my head, sharp and silent. I couldn’t speak. My throat locked up, air refusing to come in. He leaned over, tucking the blanket around me like I was fragile glass. He kissed my forehead, soft and sweet, like he hadn’t just destroyed everything inside me. Then he turned the knob, and when the door shut behind him, it wasn’t just the sound of him leaving. It was the sound of something in me being buried alive. And that’s when I reached for the pen—and signed the damn form. Organ donor. --- I went to the hospital alone. Dr. Marco slid the paper back across the desk, her expression caught between worry and disbelief. She looked too refined for this side of town—light makeup, pressed blouse, the kind of woman who never had to dodge bullets or lies. “Are you absolutely sure?” she asked gently. “If your family objects later, they can overrule this.” “I don’t have family,” I said flatly. “No one to argue about my body. Let them take whatever’s left.” If I was going under, at least some part of me could still be useful to someone who wanted to live. She hesitated. Guilt flickered in her eyes, small and human. “It’s okay,” I told her quietly. “You don’t need to soften it. I’ve been getting bad news since I was fifteen.” She hesitated again, then said softly, “It’s… not entirely hopeless, you know. With chemo and targeted therapy, we might buy you time. And the pregnancy’s still early—we could try—” “I know,” I interrupted, keeping my voice calm. “If it were early-stage, maybe I’d fight. But it’s not. And I’m not going to pretend, just so you feel better about this.” She swallowed, unsure what to say next. Women like her weren’t used to people like me—people who’d cleaned blood off concrete floors and kept their heads down while the world burned. “How big is a baby at seven weeks?” I asked suddenly, forcing a smile that didn’t reach my eyes. “There’s already a heartbeat,” she replied softly. “Tiny, but steady.” “No kidding?” I whispered. My chest tightened. “So it’s alive in there… for real.” She nodded. “Little one’s got its own rhythm already.” Something cracked deep inside me then—quiet but sharp. Knowing that something inside me was alive while I was slowly dying felt cruel and miraculous all at once. Dr. Marco handed me a small note. “That’s my personal number. It’s connected to WhatsApp too. Message or call, anytime.” “Thanks, Doc.” The bus ride home was chaos. Packed shoulder to shoulder, the air thick with the smell of sweat, gunmetal, and cheap street food. I grabbed a seat at the back, pulled my hoodie up, and kept my head down. I could’ve taken the car, but I didn’t want to drive. Didn’t want to feel alone yet. I texted her: “Hey, Doc. How do you even tell if the nausea’s from the cancer or the baby? Haven’t been able to eat for days.” Before she replied, a voice cut in. “Hey,” an old man barked. “That seat’s for seniors or pregnant women. Move it.” “She looks fine,” a woman nearby added, her tone dripping judgment. “Let the old man sit. She’s young.” The bus murmured in agreement, eyes turning toward me like a trial. I reached into my bag, pulled out my hospital file, and flashed it like a weapon. “I’m pregnant. And I have stage four brain cancer. So no, I’m not standing. That okay with everyone?” Silence dropped over the bus like a gunshot. I leaned back and turned to the window, watching the city blur past in streaks of gray and gold. And for the first time in weeks, I didn’t feel afraid anymore. --- When I finally opened the door to the house, the silence hit first—heavy, unnatural. But beneath it lingered a scent—wine and perfume. Sweet, expensive, and not mine. Only one lamp was on, spilling dim light across the entryway. A wineglass lay tipped over on the console, red liquid pooling beneath it like blood. I didn’t clean it. My body hurt too much. Every nerve ached from the hospital needles, from the weight of everything pressing on me. Still, I walked forward. Step by slow step. Numb. Empty. The bedroom door was cracked open. I pushed it gently. And there she was. Anabella.

She lounged across my bed as if it had always belonged to her—legs crossed, posture lazy yet possessive. Draped over her shoulders was the ivory silk robe he gave me last Valentine’s, now hanging open in careless luxury. The fabric slipped against her skin, her damp hair sticking to one side as she smiled—a slow, self-satisfied curve that screamed victory. Her gaze slid over me like I was an inconvenience. “Oh,” she said lightly, almost laughing. “Didn’t realize this was yours, Valentina. My bad. It just looked… comfortable.” She arched her back and stretched her arms high, staking her claim on everything my eyes could see. “It was dry, soft—felt wasteful not to use it. You don’t mind, right? I mean, I’m practically a regular here anyway.” My brain stuttered. What did she just say? Her tone was all honey with a razor hidden underneath—pretending innocence while twisting the knife. I didn’t move. The bathroom door opened, steam drifting out—and then he appeared. Lucas. A towel slung low at his hips, wet hair pushed back. His eyes flicked between us, unreadable, like he was standing in front of a shattered reflection trying to decide which half to save. “Anabella spilled wine on her dress,” he said, tone clipped and clinical, like he was filing a report instead of defending betrayal. “She asked for something to wear. I told her to borrow your robe. End of story. Don’t start anything, Sav. Not tonight.” Anabella tilted her head toward him, lips curling into a smirk. “Thanks, Lucas. You really came through,” she said sweetly, voice dripping with something that wasn’t gratitude. He gave her a curt nod. “Try not to ruin another outfit next time.” She laughed, tossing her hair back, the sound light but cruel. “Promise I’ll keep the wine far away next round, boss.” Then his gaze settled on me—cold, deliberate. “Don’t turn this into one of your scenes, Valentina. We’ve got real problems to deal with.” My throat tried to form words, but nothing came out. He crossed the space between us and pressed a perfunctory kiss to my forehead—void of love, more command than comfort. “We haven’t eaten. Make something,” he said, his tone soft only in sound, never in meaning. “You need food too.” I turned away before the humiliation could pull me under. In the kitchen, the silence was suffocating. Tears hit the counter before I even noticed them. I chopped onions, garlic, peppers—the blade cutting through each one like it was my own flesh. Their voices carried from the hallway. “You think Valentina’s mad I’m here?” Anabella asked, all sweetness and poison. Without hesitation, Lucas replied, “She’s not my wife. She doesn’t get to be mad. That’s final.” Her laugh was quiet, teasing. “Guess I misjudged her. Usually she’s got claws.” “She’s tired,” he answered flatly. “Let her stay quiet.” Each word hit like a punch that didn’t bleed. When dinner was ready, I brought the plates out. Anabella was already sprawled across a chair, her legs elegantly crossed, one arm draped over the table like a queen presiding over her throne. “Thanks for cooking, sweetheart,” she told Lucas, reaching out to wipe a crumb from his mouth with her fingertip. Lucas looked only at me. “Eat something. You’ll need your strength.” Anabella met my stare, lips curling. “Don’t worry, Valentina. I’m not stealing your seat. Just your appetite.” I stayed standing. Watching. Their laughter filled the room, easy and familiar, her touch on his arm light and natural—like I had already been erased from the picture. When their plates were empty, I slipped away without a sound. Back in the bedroom, I lay down on the cold side of the bed. The robe still smelled faintly of her perfume. And in that silence, the thought hit me like a truth I’d been running from: You lost him, Valentina. And you helped him do it. --- I must’ve blacked out sometime later, face pressed into the sheets. When I came to, voices drifted from the kitchen. Not silence anymore—laughter. Her laughter. “These eggs are amazing,” Anabella was saying. “You always cook better than me. Valentina doesn’t know how good she’s got it. If I had you, I’d keep you in the kitchen every morning.” I moved toward the doorway, slow and hollow. She was already dressed—in my black cotton shirt and gray shorts, her hair tied back with my silk scrunchie. Lucas stood at the stove, flipping eggs like it was just another ordinary morning. He glanced at me calmly. “Come eat, Sav.” I pulled out a chair and sat. He slid a plate in front of me—toast, eggs, apple slices. The food tasted like nothing. Then he folded his arms, voice level. “Anabella’s pregnant.” The world tilted. My fork slipped from my hand, clinking against the plate. He added, steady and firm, “It’s mine.” Anabella smiled across the table like she was sharing good news with an old friend. “We wanted a child,” Lucas said, his tone low, rehearsed. “Remember? We even talked about adoption. We tried.” I remembered. Every single test that failed. Every sterile clinic room that ended with me crying in silence. Now he looked at me like she had given him something I never could. “I’ve decided she’ll stay here until the baby’s born,” he said casually, as if my home were his stage and I was the extra who didn’t get a line. Anabella lifted my mug to her lips, sipping from it without hesitation. “I told him it’s your call, really. I could stay somewhere else, but Lucas thinks it’s safer here. For the baby.” Her skin glowed. Her voice was soft enough to sound sincere, cruel enough to cut through my chest. “I want what’s best for them both. You’re strong, Valentina. You’ll make a wonderful second mom.” My throat burned as I stared at her. They didn’t know. Neither of them knew that there was another heartbeat inside me too. Seven weeks. Seven miserable, dying weeks. And they didn’t know I was running out of time. Lucas sat there like judgment itself, unmoved. Seven years. That’s how long I’d given him. My youth, my loyalty, my silence. I’d hidden his crimes, washed blood from his hands, built a life around his shadows. And now he brought her into my house like I was nothing. A sound tore from me—part grief, part fury. “You’re really doing this?” I whispered. “After everything? After every secret I buried, every lie I carried for you? You call this love?” He didn’t even look guilty. “Don’t turn this into a scene, Valentina,” he said coolly. “You’re not the victim here. Think about the baby.” And that’s when I realized— I was never home to him. Just another place he passed through.

Morning arrived quietly, almost unnaturally so. The apartment felt like it was holding its breath, tense, waiting for something—someone—to snap. Probably me. Lucas was standing at the doorway, posture sharp, presence claiming the entire space as if he owned not just the apartment but everyone in it. His voice was flat, precise. “Valentina, you’re moving to the guest room. Anabella stays here.” I opened my mouth, ready to scream, to argue, to tell him I wasn’t some backup option in his life. But the words didn’t exist. They had fled, devoured by all the lies I’d swallowed over the past weeks. I nodded. I packed my belongings slowly, as if moving might salvage some fragment of myself, some piece of dignity. The guest room offered no comfort. It was smaller, colder, darker, a shadow of the master bedroom I’d once called mine. Its silence pressed down on me like a sentence. Back in the main room, my life was being stripped away. Shoes disappeared from the rack, clothes vanished from the closet, the shelf where I kept perfumes and makeup? Gone. Anabella had claimed the master bedroom completely. My silk sheets, my pillows, the robe Lucas had given me—she wore them like trophies, flaunting them as though she had earned them through conquest. The first time I saw the bathroom towels, damp and twisted, my hands itched to tear them apart. Then I noticed the hair clogging the drain—mine, hers? It didn’t matter. The point was violation, intrusion. One morning I caught the scent of my own favorite perfume clinging to her skin. The one I used to wear to feel alive. She laughed as she bathed in it, as if even the air I breathed was hers. And then she started calling him “babe” in front of me. Lucas didn’t correct her. Didn’t even twitch. Like I was a ghost hovering in the background. One afternoon, she smiled at me—sweet, poisonous. “I think stress isn’t good for the baby,” she said, voice dripping with mock concern. “Maybe you should take a walk when you feel tense? Fresh air might help.” I wanted to spit in her face. Instead, I swallowed the bile and nodded. Anabella cooked for him. They ate together, laughed together, moved through the apartment like it was their kingdom. I became a shadow, a silent witness to their stolen intimacy. More servant than girlfriend, cleaning up after their joy, their smiles, their shared warmth. Then she started dragging me into their charade. “Come to the OB appointment with us,” she asked one morning, all wide-eyed innocence and honeyed sweetness. Lucas added casually, “It’s important. Valentina should bond with the baby now.” I wanted to scream at them both. I wanted to rip their voices from the air. But I went. And at the clinic, the doctor congratulated Anabella, smiling and praising. She faked tears, crocodile tears tracing down her cheeks, performing gratitude as though the miracle belonged to her alone. I stood frozen, watching them. Watching the way Lucas gazed at her like she was his whole world while I dissolved into a shadow behind them. Back at the apartment, Lucas handed me a bottle of prenatal vitamins. “Make sure she takes these on time,” he said, calm and steady. “She forgets sometimes.” I accepted the bottle, a bitter smile fixed on my face. Then I looked up at him. “Would you be happy if I disappeared completely?” His expression didn’t change. No flicker of recognition, no remorse. “If it’s because you’re upset that you can’t have my child, Valentina, stop. Just accept that Anabella’s pregnant. I don’t love her. I’m still going to marry you.” I held my breath. His words were ice, slicing through hope, love, and memory. Marriage. Love. A future. But inside, I was dying. And my child—my secret, seven-week heartbeat—was buried in silence. That night… Lucas’s annual dinner. It wasn’t a mere dinner. It was the event. The room packed with allies and inner circle, people who wore blood beneath their perfume and smiled through secrets. My name had always been on the guest list. I should have stood beside him, part of it. I waited until the apartment quieted. Anabella was in the bath. Lucas had gone downstairs, probably reviewing security or pouring whiskey like the cold, calculating man he claimed to be. I crept into the master closet. The gown should have been there. A custom black satin dress, slit up the side, made for me after surviving the warehouse explosion. Wrapped in silver paper, Lucas had whispered, “Only death could outshine you in this.” It was gone. In its place—a crime scene. The gown torn, ripped as if a knife had cut through each seam. Red lipstick smeared across the chest, mocking. Heels vanished. Earrings snapped. Deliberate, malicious, unmissable. Anabella had done this. I stormed out, fists tight around the ruined dress, voice trembling. “What the hell is this?” She was already dressed. Black velvet, tight, sleeves sliding off her shoulders. A widow at a funeral she orchestrated herself. Lucas stood behind her, zipping her up, careful, protective—like she was his and no one else existed. Her gaze met mine, slow, deliberate, smirk sweet and sharp. “Oh dear…” she said, soft and venom-laced. “Did something happen to your dress?” I said nothing, burning with fury. She touched her chest delicately, pretending concern. “Such a shame. I saw one of the maids earlier in the closet… thought she was helping. Didn’t realize she’d ruin it. Maybe speak to Lucas about hiring new staff.” She tilted her head, eyes wide, innocent. “Don’t worry, I’ll bring you dinner. You need to rest.” I turned to Lucas, silently pleading for him to say something—anything. To defend me. But he adjusted his cuff. “We don’t have time for drama tonight, Sav,” he said. “The car’s already waiting.” Like I was some tantrum he needed to manage. Like I hadn’t bled beside him, kept his secrets, buried his enemies. Anabella looped her arm through his. “Come on, babe. We’ll be late.” They left. The moment the door clicked shut, silence swallowed everything. Lights dim. The kitchen empty. Her perfume lingering like poison. I sat at the counter, staring at the prenatal vitamins he left behind. I didn’t cry. I didn’t scream. I just… waited. Until my phone buzzed. Unknown number.