Chapter 1
1
Three months into my pregnancy, I took a late-night shift as a cocktail waitress at a high-end downtown lounge.
That very first night, I walked straight into my husband and his inner circle hosting a private party in VIP Room 8.
Ethan Mercer was leaning back into the tufted leather sofa, flicking open a gold lighter to spark a cigarette. The top two buttons of his tailored black shirt were undone, his collarbones sharp in the amber dimness, his sharp profile flushed with bourbon.
"Is three hundred thousand a month really too little to give a wife?" he murmured, watching the smoke curl toward the ceiling.
His best friend, Derek Townsend, nearly choked on his drink, bolting upright from the cushions. "Three hundred grand? Too little? Man, what is she doing, lighting cigars with hundred-dollar bills? Are you sure she isn't keeping someone on the side?"
The room fell dead silent. Ethan didn't laugh. His jaw hardened, shadows pooling beneath his heavy lids.
"She told me yesterday she was completely out of cash," Ethan said, his voice flat, exhausted. "So I wired another hundred thousand last night. And then, at dawn, she texted me asking for a divorce. Said if I can’t afford to keep her, I shouldn't bother."
I stood frozen outside the cracked door, the heavy bottle of Scotch in my hands, trembling so violently the ice inside the silver bucket rattled against the glass.
My knuckles were bone-white. Beneath my loose uniform apron, my lower belly curved with the slight, fragile swell of a life I could barely feed.
I couldn't take it anymore. The fury burned away every instinct of self-preservation. I shoved the heavy door open and marched inside.
Before Ethan could even register who was standing in front of him, I crossed the room and cracked my palm across his cheek.
The slap echoed like a gunshot over the low hum of the lounge bass.
"Tell me, Ethan," my voice shook, shrill and suffocating in my throat. "Just how many wives do you have?"
Ethan stared at me, his eyes bloodshot, his cheek blooming crimson under the dim sconces. He gritted his teeth, his voice scraping out from the back of his throat. "Only you... You know it's only you."
I froze, the air sucked clean from my lungs.
"Then why," I whispered, tears finally spilling over my burning cheeks, "why the hell do I only receive eight hundred dollars a month?"
It had started four weeks ago, when my period was a month late.
I had counted the pennies in my checking account and walked to the discount pharmacy three blocks past our neighborhood, buying the cheapest generic pregnancy test behind the counter.
Standing in the cold tile of our marble bathroom, staring down at the two stark pink lines, my vision had gone completely black.
My hands shook as I took a photo and sent it to my best friend, Piper.
What do I do, Pipes? I’m flat broke, and I’m carrying a baby.
Her reply lit up my screen in seconds.
That bastard Ethan. He won’t even give you a dime of his fortune, but he manages to knock you up?
Before I could type back, another text slammed in: Didn't you buy protection? Are you out of your mind? Why didn't you use it?
I could feel her indignation vibrating through the glass.
It wasn't that I hadn't wanted to. I simply couldn't afford it.
On the eight hundred dollars Bianca wired into my account each month, I could barely cover basic groceries and feminine hygiene products. Buying high-end birth control had slipped down the list of survival priorities. And Ethan, who had dreamed out loud about having children since the day we signed the marriage license, had been thrilled whenever we didn't use any.
I never imagined that just one unguarded night would take root.
The hollow, gnawing growl in my stomach snapped me back to reality. Clutching the two hundred dollars Piper had Zelle'd me that morning, I walked down to the small grocery store around the corner. I stood by the clearance bin near the dairy section, picking out a loaf of bread and a carton of milk stamped with yellow "Expires Today: 50% Off" stickers.
Back in our ten-million-dollar brownstone, I leaned against the cold kitchen counter, chewing dry bread and washing it down with lukewarm milk.
A bitter, hollow laugh escaped my chest.
Mrs. Ethan Mercer. Mistress of Mercer Enterprises' crown jewel property. Living like a stray dog scraping through the bargain bins.
Swallowing the last dry crust, I pulled out my phone and dialed Ethan’s private line.
As expected, it wasn't Ethan who answered. It was Bianca Ward, his executive personal assistant. The woman who controlled his schedule, his household disbursements, and my allowance.
"Mrs. Mercer," Bianca’s voice was cool, polished, dripping with professional condescension. "If I recall correctly, your personal maintenance funds were already transferred on the first of the month."
I pressed the phone against my ear, digging my nails into my palm to stop my voice from breaking. "I’m pregnant, Bianca. I need medical appointments, vitamins... Please, can you allocate a little more this month?"
A beat of heavy silence hung over the line, followed by a faint, derisive scoff.
"Last month you claimed hypoglycemia, and Mr. Mercer graciously approved an extra hundred dollars for you. Now you’re claiming a pregnancy?" Bianca sighed, sounding profoundly bored. "Mr. Mercer’s capital is generated through relentless work, Mrs. Mercer. It doesn't fall from the sky. We expect a degree of financial restraint."
"Wait, Bianca, I have the test—"
The call clicked off. A dial tone buzzed in my ear.
When we got married, Ethan had looked into my eyes and promised he would take care of everything. He had told me I never had to worry about money again, that I could rest, heal, and simply be his wife.
Yet eight hundred dollars in a major American metropolis didn't even cover the basic cost of breathing.
A few months into our marriage, when the financial squeeze had started suffocating me, I had quietly taken a part-time barista shift at a nearby boutique café. When Ethan found out, he hadn't asked why; he had simply written a check, bought out the entire café, and shut down my employment on the spot.
"Do I look like a man who can't provide for his own wife?" he had snapped that night, deeply offended. "Having you pour coffee for strangers humiliates this family."
He possessed unimaginable wealth, yet he hadn't raised my allowance by a single cent.
Piper’s question from earlier echoed in my head: Are you keeping it?
To be completely honest, I didn't know.
I had harbored a fragile, desperate hope: maybe if Ethan saw the clinical proof, maybe for the sake of his child, he would finally loosen the reins.
The next morning, I went to an outpatient clinic.
The OB-GYN reviewed the ultrasound screen, nodding gently. "Fetal development is roughly ten weeks, heartbeat is strong. But your maternal labs show severe malnutrition. You’re critically underweight, Nora."
I sat on the paper-covered exam table, my hands gripping my knees until my joints turned white.
"Doctor," I asked, my voice barely a whisper, "how much would a termination procedure cost out of pocket?"
The doctor looked up from her chart, surprised. "A termination? You're married, aren't you? Has your husband discussed this with you?"
I kept my head down, staring at the scuffed linoleum floor, unable to speak.
She let out a soft, sympathetic sigh. "Without adequate insurance pre-authorization, a surgical procedure and anesthesia will run around twelve hundred to fifteen hundred dollars."
I pulled out my phone beneath the paper sheet. After paying the clinic copay, my remaining credit card limit was exactly seventy-three dollars.
I clutched the black-and-white sonogram printout and took the subway straight to Mercer Tower.
I needed to see Ethan face-to-face. If I was going to carry this child, prenatal care, hospital booking deposits, and genetic screenings would require actual money.
Just outside the executive boardroom, Bianca stepped into my path, her manicured hand raised like a traffic cop's.
"Mr. Mercer is in high-level acquisitions meetings all afternoon," she said, her voice smooth and venomous. "What do you need, Nora?"
I held out the sonogram, my voice reduced to a desperate plea. "I’m really pregnant, Bianca. Look at the scan. If I’m going to keep this baby, I need funds for medical care..."
Bianca glanced at the paper for a split second, then flicked her wrist, letting the sonogram flutter to the carpet.
"You really don't give up, do you? You actually paid someone to fake an ultrasound report?" She crossed her arms, raising her voice just enough to carry across the open-plan executive suite. "What's the plan for next month? Are you going to fake a miscarriage so you can bill the company account for emergency surgery?"
Several senior analysts and paralegals paused at their desks, whispering behind their monitors.
"Wait, doesn't Mr. Mercer wire her an enormous allowance every single month? Why is she running a fake pregnancy scam?"
"Treating the CEO like a personal ATM... how tacky."
Every murmur felt like a hot needle through my chest. My head sank lower.
Bianca stepped past me and tapped the elevator call button. "Please don't disrupt our corporate operations, Nora. Mind the doors."
I picked up the crumpled ultrasound from the floor, shoved it into my tote bag, and stepped into the elevator under the heavy, mocking stares of his staff.
In the ground-floor lobby, as the doors slid open, I caught the tail end of Bianca’s voice over the intercom system instructing reception: "Going forward, do not issue visitor badges to that beggar."
I hurried out onto the street, the cold city wind whipping through my thin coat.
I touched my stomach through the fabric, whispering into the chill: "What am I supposed to do with you, little one?"
Catching sight of the reflection in a storefront window, my eyes landed on the Hermès Constance bag hanging from my shoulder.
It was Ethan’s birthday gift to me this year—a rare, limited-run piece in Epsom leather that collectors waited years to acquire.
Desperation made the choice for me. I walked straight into a luxury consignment boutique three blocks away.
The boutique owner, smelling my frantic urgency, gave the bag a cursory glance and offered a brutally low cash buyout: eight thousand dollars.
It was worth four times that on the secondary market. But I needed immediate liquidity. I signed the consignment agreement and took the wire transfer.
For the first time in months, seeing numbers in my checking account gave me room to breathe.
By nightfall, that breath was violently snatched away.
A blind item with crystal-clear paparazzi photos hit the local society blogs: Billionaire Ethan Mercer’s Wife Spotted Pawning Luxury Gifts at Consignment Counter.
The comments tore me to shreds. Some called me a reckless spendthrift selling off assets to pay secret debts; others speculated that our marriage was dead and I was laundering marital assets before bolting.
My phone rang within minutes. Ethan’s voice was dark, vibrating with suppressed fury.
"Are you truly that desperate for cash, Nora? You’re selling the birthday gifts I hand-picked for you?"
"Ethan, listen to me—"
"No wonder Bianca told me you marched into my office wave-waving a forged ultrasound to demand extra checks," he cut in, his words landing like physical blows.
"Let me explain!" I begged.
"If you need money, you go through proper channels with Bianca," he said, the sheer fatigue in his voice cutting deeper than anger. "Why do you have to lie like this? Why do you have to embarrass both of us?"
The lump in my throat hardened into stone. Every word of explanation died on my tongue.
"I understand," I whispered.
He hung up without saying goodbye.
Before I could even process the crushing silence of the apartment, a bank notification pinged on my screen.
The entire balance—the eight thousand dollars from the bag, plus the two hundred dollars Piper had sent me—had been debited out of my personal account via an administrative sweep.
A text from Bianca arrived a second later:
Mr. Mercer has noted your total lack of financial discipline. The proceeds from unauthorized liquidations have been recalled to the corporate management account. I will manage these funds on your behalf.
The following afternoon, moving trucks pulled up to the brownstone.
Under Bianca’s watchful eye, movers stripped the rooms bare. The custom Italian leather sofas, the OLED entertainment systems, the designer kitchen appliances, even the rare potted fiddle-leaf figs on the terrace—everything was inventoried, wrapped in moving blankets, and hauled out.
Bianca stood on the front steps, checking off items on an iPad. "Check the serial numbers carefully," she instructed the movers. "We don't want Mr. Mercer’s estate liquidated piece by piece behind his back."
I stood on the sidewalk, shivering in my sweater, lacking any legal or financial power to stop them.
When the trucks drove away, leaving behind an echoing, hollow shell of hardwood and empty walls, I let out a dry, cracked laugh.
A year ago, when Ethan had first brought me here, he had hand-selected every piece of furniture himself.
He had pulled me out of the suffocating wreckage of my childhood home, paying off the loan sharks who had hounded my gambling-addict father to his grave.
Ethan had held my shaking hands in his that night, looking into my eyes with raw tenderness: "From now on, Nora, you belong with me. You will never have to live in fear of an empty wallet again."
His vows had been fierce, brilliant, and utterly convincing. I had trusted him with every fiber of my being.
Now, standing in this cavernous tomb of a house, I wondered if I had simply traded one cage for another.
A job notification pinged on my phone from a local gig platform. A lounge in the entertainment district was hiring night-shift bottle runners and bar-backs: two hundred dollars a shift in cash tips.
If I worked quietly for a couple of weeks, I would have enough to safely pay for the abortion procedure.
I went down for the interview that afternoon. The floor manager took one look at my clean, quiet demeanor and hired me on the spot, telling me to report for training in three days.
Walking out of the venue, I took out my phone to text Piper the news.
Before I could finish the sentence, a violent wave of nausea surged up my esophagus. The pavement tilted, the gray afternoon sky spun, and the world went black.
When I woke up, the smell of sterile antiseptic stung my nostrils.
A nurse was adjusting an IV bag hung above my hospital bed, injecting a saline multivitamin mix into the port.
"You fainted from severe hypoglycemia and chronic malnutrition," she said gently, checking my vitals. "It’s rare to see a pregnant woman literally collapsing from hunger in this zip code. Where is your husband? This is gross negligence."
I pulled the coarse white sheet up to my chin. "I don't have a husband."
Her gaze shifted instantly, softening with pity. "The baby is hanging on, sweetie, but you can’t keep starving yourself like this. You need proper fuel."
I nodded numbly. I had honestly thought that once I became pregnant, I would at least get to eat three meals a day.
When it came time for discharge, I called Ethan three times. Each call went straight to voicemail.
With no other choice, I had to call Piper to cover the hospital bill.
She transferred the funds instantly, her voice furious over the speaker: "You literally collapsed from hunger and Ethan is nowhere to be found? Does he want lightning to strike him down? I'm marching down to Mercer Tower right now—"
"Piper, please," I pleaded, holding my temple. "Let me handle this myself. I’ve made up my mind about the baby. I’ll talk to him tonight."
To my shock, when I unlocked the front door of the barren brownstone, Ethan was there.
He had an apron tied over his slacks and was carrying a platter of food out of the kitchen. Seeing me come through the door, his face remained guarded, showing neither warmth nor relief.
"Why is the pantry completely empty?" he asked, setting the plate down on the lone wooden folding table he must have brought in. "Is this really how you've been living?"
Before he could finish, the heavy smell of frying oil and caramelized sauce hit my sensitized stomach. I gagged, bolted down the hall, and fell to my knees in front of the toilet, heaving up bile.
Ethan followed, his brow furrowed in irritation. "What’s wrong with you? Why are you so pale?"
He handed me a paper cup of water, watching me with cold scrutiny. "Since when did you become so frail?"
I rinsed my mouth, leaning against the cold porcelain until the dizziness receded.
"Give me some money, Ethan."
The air between us froze.
Ethan let out a bitter, mocking chuckle. "After all this drama, it still comes down to cash? Those three missed calls today—just another shakedown?"
I braced my hands against the wall and forced myself to stand.
"Yes."
Ethan looked at me, his gaze colder than winter ice. "You truly never change, do you? You’ll stoop to anything for a payout."
He grabbed his coat from the railing and headed for the front door. On the threshold, he paused, his back to me.
"I'll have Bianca transfer you some funds."
The front door slammed shut, rattling the empty foyer.
I dragged my feet over to the folding table. On the plate were sweet-and-sour ribs—my absolute favorite dish before the pregnancy. Now, looking at the congealed grease, my stomach churned with revulsion.
At dawn, a notification lit up my screen from Bianca:
Mrs. Mercer, greed has no bottom. Harassing Mr. Mercer with relentless financial demands will only push him further away. Mr. Mercer instructed me that if you persist in this behavior, next month’s living allowance will be cut in half.
Beneath the message was a wire confirmation: fifty dollars.
I stared at the screen for a long time before hitting Accept.
At least I could buy breakfast.
Living in a marriage where survival required begging on my knees for scraps had stripped away every shred of my dignity.
I sat alone on the floor of the empty living room and typed out a single text to Ethan:
If you can't afford to keep me, let's get a divorce.
That evening, I reported to the lounge for my first shift.
Dressed in the uniform—a tight black vest over a burgundy collared shirt—I sat in the narrow break room, forcing down a lukewarm bagel I had bought at a street cart.
The floor manager walked in, glancing between his tablet and my face. "You know, you bear an uncanny resemblance to Ethan Mercer’s wife. You’re not here on some undercover investigative piece, are you?"
I shook my head, swallowing the dry bite. "You have the wrong person. I’m nobody’s wife."
He appraised my worn canvas sneakers and tired eyes, exhaling with relief. "Yeah, makes sense. A billionaire's wife wouldn't be working bottle service on her feet all night. Finish up and get on the floor."
The floor was a blur of blaring house music, heavy cologne, and dim neon lights. Being a rookie, I struggled to keep up with the drink orders.
Around midnight, the head server grabbed my arm in a panic. "Nora, take this bottle of vintage Macallan up to VIP Room 8. Don't keep the client waiting."
I balanced the heavy tray, cautiously navigating the dim hallway, dodging drunk patrons who reached out to brush against my waist.
At the end of the private corridor, I found Room 8.
I raised my hand to push open the heavy acoustic door—and froze.
Sitting on the center leather couch was the man I had lived with for a year.
Ethan.
He had clearly been drinking heavily. His sharp, arrogant features were flushed, his collar open, casually holding a burning cigarette between his long fingers.
"Is three hundred thousand a month really too little to give a wife?"
Beside him, Derek Townsend sat bolt upright. "Did I hear you right? Three hundred grand a month isn't enough for her?!"
Ethan exhaled a thin stream of gray smoke, nodding faintly. "I thought growing up under that deadbeat father would make her cautious with money. But Bianca tells me she burns through the corporate reserves every single week. High-end spas, private shopping suites, endless cash drains."
Derek shook his head, whistling through his teeth. "Bro, is she keeping a boy toy on the side? She looks so quiet, so demure... who knew she was playing that wild?"
Ethan glanced at him, his dark eyes narrowing as he ground the cigarette into the crystal ashtray.
"It’s gotten out of hand lately. She even fabricated a pregnancy, demanding Bianca wire emergency medical fees over and over. Last night she was crying about being broke again. I felt bad, so I wired another hundred grand to her account." He downed the amber liquid in his glass in one sharp swallow. "And this morning, she sent me a text. Told me if I can't afford her, we should get divorced."
Standing behind the cracked door, every single word felt like an ice pick driving into my skull.
If I hadn't checked my own bank statements—if I hadn't spent the last twelve months surviving on eight hundred dollars—I might have believed him.
Three hundred thousand a month? A hundred thousand wired last night?
If that money wasn't going to me, where the hell was it going?
The fury that had been suppressed for an entire year detonated inside my chest. I kicked the door open.
Ethan looked up, his glass freezing midway to his lips. "Nora? What are you doing here?"
Derek’s face drained of all color, instinctively scrambling to his feet. "Nora... wait, calm down—"
I couldn't calm down.
I took the vintage Scotch bottle and smashed it into the marble table. Dark liquor and shattered crystal exploded across the floor, splashing across their designer shoes.
Neither of them dared to move.
I stepped through the wet shards, raised my hand, and hit Ethan Mercer across the face with every ounce of strength left in my body.
"Tell me," I choked out, my entire frame vibrating with rage. "Just how many wives do you have, Ethan?"
Ethan stared at me, his eyes bloodshot, his cheek burning red. He gritted his teeth, his voice breaking at the edges.
"Only you... It has only ever been you."
The room went dead silent.
My voice dropped to a cracked, suffocating whisper.
"Then why the hell do I only receive eight hundred dollars a month?"