第1章
The town was holding the Blossom Rite, a matchmaking festival meant to help unmarried men and women find each other.
I had never wanted to take part. But my fiancé, Jason, had secretly signed me up, then handed me off with his own hands to the town's so-called "unlucky bastard"—Caleb Porter, a man who had already buried three fiancées.
Or so I thought. Until I overheard the conversation between my brother, my childhood friend Ryan, and Jason.
"Jason, you didn't catch Elena's flowers. You went for Chloe's. By the rules of the Blossom Rite, you have to marry Chloe. What about Elena?"
"It's fine." Jason sounded utterly casual. "Chloe was my first love. I just want to marry her once, according to the local custom. Relax—it's only pretend. When we get back to D.C., Elena and I will have the real wedding."
"Won't Elena be angry?"
"What would she have to be angry about?" Jason's voice was full of confidence. "Trust me. Elena can't live without me. She won't get mad."
I gave a small, bitter laugh.
Well—if this was the match Flora had blessed, so be it.
...
The walk home was short.
When I pushed the door open, the smell of something baking drifted out of the kitchen.
My brother Nathan was the first to come over, dropping his voice.
"Well? You went to the mayor to call off the engagement—what did he say?"
My parents looked up too.
I hung my coat on the hook by the door.
"He didn't say much."
My father set his coffee cup down with a sharp clack.
"Rules are rules. If you break off the engagement, your name gets struck from the Registry."
"You—look at yourself. Eight years with Jason, and you still manage to screw something like this up?"
I said nothing.
After all these years, I was used to it.
He didn't need to spell it out. Everyone in town knew what it meant to be struck from the Registry — losing your share of the vineyard, your inheritance rights, your very name in the community. A kind of social death. And in his eyes, I'd brought it on myself.
Whenever anything happened, he only ever blamed me. He never took my side, never felt slighted on my behalf.
Probably because Chloe was the daughter of the woman he'd never gotten over.
Anything to do with the Whitmans, he took their side—shamelessly, righteously.
Even though this time, none of it was my fault.
My mother opened her mouth, then closed it again, and pushed a bowl of hot soup toward me instead.
She had always been meek—whatever my father and brother said, she followed.
I knew better than to hope she'd speak up for me.
As long as she was safe and well, that was enough.
It didn't really matter who I married.
...
I had just sat down when the doorbell rang.
My brother answered it. Jason and Ryan walked in shoulder to shoulder.
Chloe trailed in behind them.
The moment she crossed the threshold, she called out in a sweet, bright voice, "Uncle, I've come to mooch a meal!"
My father grinned from ear to ear, waving his hands and repeating, "Sit, sit."
He pulled out a chair for her himself.
They had just come back from the ceremony at the old church.
Chloe's bouquet had landed neatly in Jason's arms.
By the rules of the town, the two of them were now "matched by heaven."
Chloe took the seat beside Jason.
Jason served her a piece of BBQ ribs first, then—as if remembering something—dropped a spoonful of vegetables onto my plate.
"Elena, eat something."
I looked down.
Brussels sprouts. The one thing I'd hated since I was a kid.
He'd caught his first love's flowers. Was he so pleased with himself that he'd forgotten even this?
At the table, my brother started to needle.
"Say, don't you all think Caleb Porter has a nerve, showing up at the Blossom Rite? Even if a girl gets crossed off the Registry, no one in her right mind would marry him."
Ryan chimed in. "Right? He's been on the west side of town less than three months. Doesn't even have his name in the town record yet. And I heard he's already killed three fiancées—"
My father took a sip of coffee.
"The rules of the town are perfectly clear. Whoever catches the flowers, marries. Today was a bit of an accident, but Jason—you two can't break the engagement."
"Chloe and her mother have had it hard enough. She can't be crossed off the Registry. The town's business gets settled first."
My mother said anxiously, "Then what about Elena—"
"Whose fault is that?" my father cut in sternly. "No one wanted this."
"It's just how the town does things. Jason and Elena can go get married in D.C. later. This local nonsense won't get in the way."
My mother's eyes reddened. She lowered her head and picked at her food.
I was about to tell her not to worry about it when Jason took my hand, patient enough as he explained,
"Elena, none of us wanted this. Three bouquets came down all at once. It was chaos."
"I never expected to catch Chloe's."
"When things settle down here, we'll go back to the city and get the marriage license. Nobody's going to remember some bouquet toss in a little town, all right?"
I took a sip of soup and nodded. "Mm."
He blinked, caught off guard.
I rarely agreed with him so easily.
Usually I'd make a fuss, sulk a while, wait for him to coax me back around.
But after that beat of surprise, he let go of my hand almost immediately—as though something heavy had just slid off his shoulders.
"So, Chloe, what about you?"
Chloe's cheeks went pink at once.
"My mom insisted I take part in the Blossom Rite—I couldn't get out of it. Thank goodness it was Jason who caught it. At least he's someone I know."
"I'll do whatever you all decide."
...
They fell into an animated discussion about how to make the wedding grand, which bluegrass band to hire.
As though this had been the plan all along.
I finished my meal quietly and set down my fork. "You all keep talking. I'm full."
The chair legs scraped against the floor. The table went quiet.
As I walked out, I heard Chloe ask softly,
"Is Elena upset?"
Jason soothed her patiently. "Don't overthink it. Elena isn't the sensitive type. Probably just tired out from the Blossom Rite today."
My steps faltered a moment.
So "tired" was such a useful word.
It could explain away every grievance, block every question, put everyone at ease...
Never mind. I was about to marry someone else anyway.
第2章
I walked out into the yard. The moon hadn't yet risen.
Only the stars, cold and scattered across the sky.
"Elena."
Jason came out after me, half a cigarette pinched between his fingers.
"You hardly ate. Are you mad?"
"Yeah," I said, nodding.
He gave a small laugh and stubbed out the cigarette.
"Don't sulk. Blame the town's old traditions. It was chaos back there—three bouquets falling at once, who could tell?"
"Didn't I say already? Town business stays in town. Once we're back in D.C.—"
"Jason." I cut him off.
He paused.
I looked up, meeting his eyes.
"From the beginning, I said I didn't want to take part in this Blossom Rite."
It was the town's marriage tradition, meant to symbolize the goddess Flora choosing a husband for a woman.
Wherever the flowers fell, that was the match.
The town had believed in it for centuries. I respected that.
I hadn't wanted to take part because I felt I'd already chosen the man I would marry, and I didn't want to disrespect Flora's will.
But he'd asked my brother to put my name on the list.
By the time I found out, it was too late to withdraw.
Back then, I had no idea Chloe had signed up too.
He was silent a moment. "It's already happened. What's the point of bringing it up now?"
"Right. There's no point. Because you never listen."
Jason's brow furrowed, his mouth pressing thin.
That expression—I'd been watching it for eight years. Impatient, but held in check.
He knew he was in the wrong. He just didn't think being wrong required him to bow his head.
"Elena, what's the point of digging up old grievances now? The bouquet toss was an accident. There was nothing I could do. If it really bothers you, I'll have someone speak to the mayor tomorrow, make it a formality, spare you the embarrassment. All right?"
I looked at him. "A formality?"
"My father said at dinner she can't break the engagement, can't be crossed off the Registry. What kind of formality did you have in mind?"
Jason pinched the bridge of his nose. "Elena, be reasonable—"
"Reasonable?" I laughed once. "Jason, when I try to reason with my father, he calls it talking back. When I reason with my brother, he says I'm petty. I thought it would be different with you. Turns out you find me reasoning with you a nuisance too?"
His mouth opened.
"I didn't—"
"You didn't listen to me," I said. "You just figured that in the end, I'd give in anyway."
Just like my father figured I'd shut up in the end.
Like my brother figured I'd let it slide in the end.
"Elena…"
His voice softened. He reached out a hand.
I stepped back and turned into the dark.
Behind me, he took two steps, then stopped.
Someone must have called out to him.
Maybe Chloe, asking softly, "Jason, is something wrong?"
Maybe someone inside calling him back to discuss the wedding.
Either way, he didn't come after me.
Three years ago, when he'd proposed, his eyes had been shining.
Now that light had gone somewhere I couldn't find.
第3章
By the time I came back to the yard, it was nearly midnight.
They were out there setting off fireworks.
Chloe held a sparkler in her hand, her cheeks glowing red in the light.
"Jason, do you think Elena will mind? Us setting off fireworks here…"
My brother waved his own sparkler. "Mind what? Chloe, you worry too much. The more you fuss about her, the pricklier she gets. Just leave her be."
Ryan added with a grin, "Right. Stop thinking about her all the time. Look at it this way—of all people, Jason was the one to catch your bouquet. That's fate, isn't it? Even Flora's playing matchmaker. And you two were each other's first loves. You were meant to be."
Chloe blushed deeper. "Don't say things like that. Elena will hear you and be upset…"
Jason laughed and didn't contradict him. He said,
"The mayor told me all three Blossom Rite couples would hold the wedding ceremony together."
"One pair called it off. So it's just two now."
"I won't let you look less than anyone. I'll see you walk through the ceremony in style."
After all, this ceremony was the only thing he could give her.
Consider it compensation for… feelings he couldn't accept.
A first love was only a first love. The woman he loved now was Elena.
Chloe lowered her head, her voice thin. "But my wedding dress won't be ready in time. I'll have to wear something plain."
My brother laughed.
"Jason already thought of that. Elena's dress—he's had it altered to your size."
Chloe looked up. "Really? Then what about Elena?"
"She doesn't need it." Jason answered, reaching over to light Chloe's sparkler.
Silver sparks scattered over his shoulder.
I stood there stunned.
That wedding dress—I'd commissioned it from an old friend who did handmade lace.
Jason had said he'd help follow up on it.
He'd taken my measurements himself, but when the dress arrived it was a size too tight.
So that was why.
I leaned against the old oak tree.
March nights weren't really cold anymore, but a chill spread patch by patch down my back.
"But being struck off the Registry—that hasn't happened in this town in almost thirty years. Elena must feel terrible!"
Jason lowered his head and flicked the tip of Chloe's nose.
"You nearly married the wrong man yourself, and you're still worrying about someone else."
His voice was warm, tender, sure.
"Elena listens to her father and brother at home. Once she marries, she'll listen to me. The Registry doesn't matter to a woman like her."
"Did you see her fall out with me today? If anything, she was afraid I really wouldn't want her anymore. She was more level-headed than I expected."
Chloe's voice was muffled. "I just feel so sorry for her…"
"Sorry for what?" Jason looked down at her. "All I did was give you her spot as the town's Mrs. Bennett. In the city, everything stays the same."
The night wind carried the smoke and his laughter over together.
I calmly gathered myself and walked inside.